One Week

This has been a very emotional week for me. It's been one week since I've seen Craig, touched him, kissed him and have been able to just enjoy his presence. I keep thinking this has kind of been a fast week. Then I realize, it's only been a week!!! I feel like there are hundreds more to go! I don't even have a date to look forward to, just a time frame. Even if he gets leave I still am not for sure when that will be. I want this year to be over. I want to fast forward to the day he comes home. That's all I want. I try not to cry but I can't help it. I'm sad that he will be gone for so long and I miss him. Still it's only been a week. I feel like I should be ok by now, but it's only been a week! I'm glad I still get to talk to him. That helps alot. I went from not being able to see him, to talking for the next 6 weeks, then every once in awhile.I'm slowly getting through this just not as fast as I want. I love him so much! He has my whole heart. I miss him and want to this all to be over, but I'll try my best to be strong until he comes home.